I don't know why, but I feel so stressed today! Nothing is going wrong, I think it will be hard for me to relax until this dossier is done and sent off to my agency. Next week will be stressful to get everything to happen at the right times in the right order to pull off getting my dossier done. I think what else that is stressing me out is that I still can't get a handle on what exactly is the process once my dossier is done. I don't think I will be able to get as many details as I did with the Uzbek program, which is hard for me. Even if the news wasn't always good, I always felt like I knew what was going on and what would happen (or we hoped would happen) next.
Then on the other hand, so many of my adoption friends have been waiting and waiting and waiting to travel, that I feel so selfish when I feel like this. I am working on being content and it looks like I have a long way to go!
2 years ago